#116 That Tracks - Lorde's Virgin
Cycle Syncing to your new favorite sound.
Happy Hump Day, Virgins!
A true Cancerian album we were only 6 days in. Maternal, mood swings and wetness.
Follicular Phase
Clean Slates.
"Clear Blue" (aka "Baptismal Chant") music. This felt like 2016 for me, when I was an adult adoptee in my sister's friend group. They believed in me, and I'd never felt more seen in my life. All the short-circuited highs came to an end. I intentionally dehydrated my phone and started to pursue what I cared about.
A small idea for a video: Rubber busts of Lorde. We pan over to the real one, stay on her for the duration of the song, and she breaks the molds of all the other versions of herself.
If She Could See Me Now - Did anyone else see a Kristen Stewart montage, Rocky-style?
What Was That - Because what was that…actually? When you start a new cycle, you can't help but be reflective of all the fires you started for no reason.
Ovulating Phase
Slip Sliding Away. This is the best time to take action on anything because you are the most clear and least critical of yourself.
Hammer - POV: You wake up with clear skin and no bloating for the first time ever …jk…but it feels that way. You feel like the door to opportunity is every door in front of you, and everyone has a crush on you.
Current Affairs - Don't try things you don't want to create an appetite for. "Mama, I'm so scared!" You should be scared.
GRWM - One used towel and a missed call from your mom.
Shapeshifter - Avoidant attachment styles are welcomed here. Encouraged, even… disorganized too.
Luteal Phase
By this time in your cycle, you have submitted to your self-loathing, so worn down by the highs you've entered new lows. Everything feels slightly suspicious, and you can't place why everyone in your life has decided to abandon you. This is a great time to feel bad for YOU. Because only YOU have been through it. ;)
Man of the Year - Pity party anthem; people can smell the loss on you.
Favorite Daughter - This song was written for Hunter Biden. I have a sixth sense for sussing out the least favorite child (because I am one), I have an affinity for them.
David - The one that got away, but on SSRIs.
Broken Glass - Body dysmorphia. Need I say more?